Friday, March 22, 2013

So much ahead of me.  Why am I listening to oldies?  Just a passing phase, perhaps.  Terrible dream last night.  I can no longer call my Mother to talk with her about it, since she no longer has a two-way telephone line into heaven :-(

I dreamed that my husband and I were fully clothed in a body of water.  I can't remember all, but it seems like we were staying afloat, waiting for something?  It seemed like a pool with a boundary.  He was a ways off from me and I was concerned with something else and not paying attention to him.  For some strange dream reason, I turned to toss a brush to him and he was on the bottom of the pool, arms outstretched, flat on his back on the bottom.  I panicked, took a breath and attempted to swim to the bottom.  I couldn't make any headway and realizing I probably couldn't do it, I realized it was a dream and decided not to go further into the storyline.  So I woke up.  I feel there is a message.  He was sleeping in his recliner since he had discomfort in bed with indigestion or his cold or something.  He couldn't figure out the reason.  I was in bed with the sound machine on and my earphone to my radio in my ear.  I had been listening to the radio before I went to bed and since it was interesting, I went to bed with the radio.  If my husband had needed me in the night, I probably would not have heard him.  Is that my message?  Am I to follow him out when he can't sleep in bed so I can be there if he needs me?  Or, is he going to die in a swimming pool?  Mother, what is the answer?  What is my message?

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